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Well I havn't even looked at my live journal in quite a while. But i just need to get somethings out. People have really been pissing me off. I hate how everyone trys to hard and can't keep anything to themselves. I don't find it nessesary for everyone to know everything about what everyone else is doing,
or did.
I used to live in brick, and there everyone just did there thing, and kept to themselves, in jackson everyone makes it seem like it is completely nessesarry to know what everyone else is doing. It doesn't change there life, it just bothers other poeople. I really don't like this place, and i'm not saying i hate everyone here, I just don't like the "atmosphere?" I guess u can say.
Also... I can't stand these "scenes" and trends. People go to far out of their way to try to be cool and make everyone notice them...while in the long run no body is going to remeber you so don't bother. It doesn't make you cooler, you wont have more friends, and you probably wont enjoy urself anymore trying to be like someone else. Drinking or doing drugs or being in a band, or whatever the fuck you do to be cool doesnt make you cool. Everyone needs to be more individual and stop worrying about what other people are doing, and stop trying to do everything everyone else does.
I really don't care if anyone reads this, I would actually probably prefer no one reading this so i don't hear anything about it, i just needed to get it out. and one last thing... I hate when im really nice to someone and they just blow me off. I'm not really nice to too many people. So if im nice to you, I like you, in most cases. Don't think im using u, or just being ur friend because i have to. I can't stand lying, so also please don't acuse me of lying to you because i don't like that either.
Hopefully the next entry wont be so depressing
--Brian
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[23 Aug 2004|09:00pm] |
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Hey! Whats going on! This is Alaina! Brian told me I could write in his journal so I am going to! Today I saw Brian! He came to my house and hung out with me and Cassie! Even though he wasn't here for a long time we had a really good time! We went in my pool! It was alot of fun! I did a cartwheel into my pool! I think its cool that I can do that! mightybigcatch: like pretty damn cool lol <- Thats what Brian thinks of my trick! lol! Then we played washer dryer! It was cool! Sadly Brian had to go home! But its ok...I will see him again! In any case...trust is an essential. And to have someone's trust is a gift that not too many people can recive! And trust can be lost very easily! Brian truts me enough to write in his journal and honestly...that makes me feel good! And I trust Brian alot too! Me and Brian haven't been friends that long but as long as it has been i tresure it very much! Everyday there was something new! I remember the first time I saw him! I didn't even know his name! It was on a ski trip on the way to Shawnee. I asked Nicole Mershon what his name was and she told me! You know what made me ask her? His hair! I was impressed that a boy could take such good care of his hair! Ever since then we have been friends! Even tough there have been some not so good times with us..I try to block it out with all the good things that has happened! The first day of the 2nd semester he was in my 4th period class! I was happy because there was someone I knew in it! That made us talk more too! And I am happy! Each bus trip we became closer and closer! One trip he was so sick! And I took care of him! I let him sleep on me! And I dont usually like congested over-nose blowing people! lol! Brian took me in the terrain park for the first time! I didn't do anything but its always the thought that counts! lol! Brian came to my first softball game of the season this year! It was nice of him considering he doesn't like baseball! On that same day he gave me a "fence-ship" bracelet! I treasure it! lol! We also share a common interest in going to the library! We go there somtimes! And we went to the park too! It was fun! I also corrupted Brian! lol! We have alot of good times together and I think I am so lucky to have someone like him in my life! And I love him with all my heart! And I always will! NO matter who he is with or who he isnt with! That girl is so lucky and if they dont see that...then they need glasses because Brian is the sweetest nicest most perfect person in the whole world! I would do anything for this kid! And I treuly mean that! There is SO much moe I can say about him but I can't because I can't even say it to him! But thats how it is! Ok...well I think I'm going to go because I'm feeling kind of sad! Brian...I love you and I always will and you will ALWAYS have a special place in my heart! I love you!
-@laina***
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[11 Aug 2004|12:31am] |
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Well... summers almost over, and I havnt done anything worth while. I've enjoyed summer, but there is no specific one thing that was great.
I'm sure within these next three or four weeks something will happen.
All in all... i just wanted to write in my journal, because i havnt updated in a while, but i had nothing great to write. So that was good enough.
later
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[25 Jul 2004|10:27pm] |
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Well this summer has been like 2 nights over and over. I do the same things.... dont get me wrong im having a great time and all, but i need to set a summer goal or something. At the beggining of the summer i thought i knew what i was going to do... and that probably would have been fun, but yea.
So now im think im going to think about sometrhing to do this summer.
I have to read those books for english. Im not in the mood to read, i dnt really ever have time. Usually i read at night before i got to sleep. But ive been going to sleep at like 3, and i cant read before that, i just cant read late, my eyes get tired and what not and yup.
Well I got my new drumset. Its amazing. The bass drum is so intense it sounds great. So thats cool. And yea... thats it
-------what the hell am i waiting for... I have never done this before. I usually just go for it... but im scared or intimidated or something i dnt no. Hopefully its not too late after tonight that would really suck. next time ill have my coach to asure i do the right thing lol.------
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[19 Jul 2004|03:53am] |
Well... the last week or so has been fun. I guess i havnt updated in a while. Honestly ... it seems like the onbly time i update is when im messed up. But whatever.
Today, (since it is 4 o clock) is my birthday. It doesnt really matter. Nothing specail is happening. Its jusyt another day/.night. I'm going driving later, hopefully i do good, because i hacnt practiced at all. I;m sure ill do fine... i seem to be a quick learner.
So the last couple of days i've just been either hanging with chris and going ot the beach.. or hanging with val. Sometimes both. Me chris and jerry went two days ago...to the beach... it was good. Actually it was really good. wait no lol nevermind jerry didnt go that day. it was just me and chris., but yea, it was really good. I got a lot of waves, and im getting good. Actually i guess i am good.
Well im tired.... but i have to wake everyone up at 7:00 so i mine as well stay up the rest of the night. I went outside before just to look around. Nothing special of course... except matts now home. That;s cool because we're good friends and i havnt talked to him since before he went on vacation. So we'll see how that was.
Later
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[08 Jul 2004|10:58pm] |
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the last couple days were exciting. Everything from car chases... To hanging with old friends. Then I woke up effing early and went to the beach for a little while this morning. After that me and my friend scott from brick went to this little resturant for lunch and it was nice.
then we went back to scotts and I fell asleep because I was tired as hell. Then tonight I went over Val's for a while...and that was lovely lol.
I might chill with chris later tonight... I havn't seen him in quiet some time
peace nea...
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[07 Jul 2004|11:53am] |
Well I havnt updated in quiet some time.
I need to get to the library to return this dumbass books, and get the ones I need to read for the summer reading thing for school. And they're pretty lame books too, atleast thats what I heard.
So yea.... I've just been hanging around. Going out like everynight, its been a blast lol. today I was going to go to the beach, but the surf isnt good, so i really doubt we'll go. I'll probably just chill with chris or something.
And tommarow I shold be seeing a movie with val which should be simply wonderful lol... so yea tht should be grand
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[05 Jul 2004|08:23pm] |
Hello everybody. My name.. is Ashley, and I just got into Brian's Lj with his very unusual but funny password.
I don't know what Brian's been doing.. but him and Chris went to the beach today, and surfed it up. And tonight.. well, I don't want to tell you what they're doing tonight.. but its funny.
I think Brian's mom is weird.. this is what she thinks about the music we listen to... "that sounds like devil worship"
That's cool.. and I'm done.
Brian is the man.
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[22 Jun 2004|03:27pm] |
Ha i really say the wrong things all the time. But i dpn't mind anymore, but i should work on it for the future lol. sry.
Well I've been having fun. tommarow should be fun. I'm hanging out with a bunch of hoodlems after school then hitting up a party to watch some of my friends bands play.
I want to get in a good band. But a good band, not a bad one lol.
Let's see what else. Hmm.
yea I don't remeber what I've been doing the last couple days
GOOD BYE!!!!!
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[20 Jun 2004|10:20pm] |
I know exactly what I want to do this summer.
and none of u can stop me lol
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[19 Jun 2004|01:02pm] |
Well...yesterday was fun.
It started out boring, and some plans got cancelled so i thought it was going to suck. Then I was talking to Gina and we decided to hang out so that was grand.
Me and joel went over and hung out with steph and gina, and then ryan and tom came over a little later. It was pretty cool.
And that was my whole day
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[17 Jun 2004|10:32pm] |
Well today was fun
I went to school of course which was very close to hell.
Then I was really bored after school... which also sucked.
I eventually ended up hanging out with Sam and Megan at sams...and then joe came over, and then I left. and my mom started complaining about how she cant take down the garbage because she saw a flash of lightning. I thought it was funny.
goodnight
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[17 Jun 2004|09:26pm] |
I sohuldn't lie to him...
but its kind of weird
lol...dnt even ask
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[17 Jun 2004|03:49pm] |
Well now it's completely gone... and I feel really good about it
on second note...today was okay
School was pretty boring and then went to the library, and got two books
that suck
but owell
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| But I still Dream of you... |
[15 Jun 2004|04:33pm] |
Well i've been listening to Aberdeen for the last three days, and have not been my usual self...which is a good thing.
And best of all!!... I think I'm really close to ready
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[13 Jun 2004|05:01pm] |
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This weekend was pretty bad.
Friday i went to Allison's and hung out with her for a while. Then I went to Matts and hung out with him and his cousin Chris. I got pretty sick and then fell asleep.
Then i slept most of the day on saturday, and went to the show. The show was terrible, and i really wish i hadn't gone...not just because the bands wern't good, just because. Then i came home and that was just about it.
Today I slept really late again, and couldn't get out of bed, then when I finally got up...I went on the computer to check out thew surf report. It sucked so we didn't go to the beach, and I went for a long ass bike ride with chris and andrew. It was fun...actually it wasnt really that fun but it got my mind off things...which is highly nessesarry at this point.
This whole weekend I didn't want to move. There was nothing I wanted to do it sucked. I didn't want to go out anywhere, and I didn't want to stay home. I don't get it...but whatever.
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